The World After April

Pinned like a butterfly
Preserved under glass
Not much air to breathe
But enough to sleep, or to burn

Watching life pass by
From inside this diorama
As the slowly settling dust
Dissolves the world into gray

You drift without direction
Through the world after April
Yearning for that lost 
Living color

And the aliens with bleeding hearts
From the far side of the moon
Are reaching out to you
Are you still listening?

Lost out on the sea
Of limitless liminality
Treading water, sinking deeper
Stop waiting

Production Notes:

A song about the kind of depression that sucks the air from your lungs and leaves you immobile on the couch keenly aware that the static in your head is stealing your life.

The title and the second stanza are a reference to The Lathe of Heaven by Ursula K. Le Guin. The film adaptation was a favorite of mine growing up, and I was reminded of it by a timely conversation with a friend one night in the courtyard of The Milestone Club.


Equipment:

Guitar:

Epiphone Nighthawk Custom Reissue -> FluxFX -> Apple Logic amp sim; Ibanez TCY20E

Bass:

Ibanez GSR205B -> GED 2112 SansAmp

Virtual Instruments:

Spitfire Audio LABS (Soft Piano, Ice Choir, “Wobble” Amplified Cello Ensemble); Tina Guo Legato Cello